| Can I stay Strong? |
[28 Oct 2007|08:55pm] |
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Sorry had not been blogging these few weeks.had alot of things and problems happenin lately.yea.so wasn't really in the mood to blog..yea.Anyways,finally the Actual results for the end of the year exams came.ok..two words.I PASSED :) I ws so relieved i passed coz for the past few days,can't really sleep well coz i thought I was like gonna retain..haha hell yea! I had those thoughts OK! lol.haha.then finally mom and dad agreed I could like have blonde highlights on my hair,yea.But I am not sure when I am gonna go to the salon to do it.yea.lol.Anyways.Dad had to paint the whole house and I am just super frustruated coz we had to move lots of stuffs.yea.LIKE it is so TIRING.but mom had not confirmed with me whether i would be going to canada...Seeesh.i wanna meet my Cuzzies and Siblings there.I Super Uber Miss them like Whatever.ok.all I have to do right now is wait.And i think its time for me to slack less often this week coz have many stuffs to do at home.And Wtf? there is school for me tomorrow till Wednesday coz I have to complete my CCA's Banner for some stupid banner competition.arrrrgh!can the holidays get any worser?i wanna have fun like my previous holidays.maybe it was just not what I had expected anyway..Well come on man Phriya!! Yah Gotta Face the Fact! And Live with it.Sometimes..telling people bout it doesn't really help..right? Why do I feel Like I am always the person Screaming for help whenever I fall into a well and people who hear my screams would either shout back and ask me to SHUT UP! or just ignore me..yea.Like Millions of Things are running in my mind now and I think I can go crazy.But its dangerous to blabber everything out in my blog and I have no Choice but to Re-Press everything in me.But thats ok..Coz I can always run in my room and scream at my Pillow..Or maybe start writing a new Song out of it.Yea.I can stay strong..if I try. :)
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| What is Going On? |
[14 Oct 2007|09:13pm] |
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What does it feel like when you are stuck between bestfriends and bestfriends? ok..I'll tell you.ITS REALLY HARD THING! well..its pretty hard to choose which side you are suppose to be at and I just don't know what is going on between them.And this two bestfriends including me are not against each other but Grapes had relationship problems with a close friend of me and banana.well.I had a talk with Banana and she said its actually wrong for her to take sides with my other bestfriend because she had to chose between Grapes and her blood bro.i too agreed with her that i too can't really side with Grapes coz i only got close to her this year.even though me and banana were in the same school and class with Grapes since Primary 4.We never got close until this year.but me and Banana had been close for quite long and she is the only bestfriend I can rely on right now..3 words.I Trust her.on the other hand.I am not saying that do not trust Grapes but its just that I had known Banana longer.and i know how hard it feels if i lose a friend.trust me.had been backstabbed many times.Now..when Grapes and FunnyCounsellor had some problems.me and banana were always there to Cheer Grapes up.But if we both had to chose sides..I am gonna have to chose to be on FunnyCounsellor side.yea.People like yah all who are reading this are thinking that I am some horrid Meanie who just dumps a friend.NO! I am not being a meanie.Doesn't mean I take sides i am dumping her as a friend.I can still be friends with her.but me and banana were closer to FunnyCounsellor first..and its hard to let go a friend.why can't the clique just have to stay as a clique? why? Why must it soon be broken?and the worst thing is.Family problems have to come in and dad always hits me hard like nobody's business.Its horrid.why can't life be easier? I really hate those obstacles GOD Provided us.I know he would also be puttin friendship and love to a test and I am willing to face aything right now.even if the pain is gonna be strong.You see.I may be some Stupid girl who is Dumb,Retarded,Annoying,Cookerdoo and many more stupid stuff i can say to describe myself...But I am just a normal human being Who can feel..Cry..scream..Shout.Or in other words.I HAVE FEELINGS TOO. So please don't say I am some heartless person who thinks bout myself only.the truth is i care for people especially my friends and family and I am trying my very best to put the problems to a stop.And seesh.Don't whats gonna happen tomorrow coz FunnyCounsellor called me just now.He sounded sorta stern like I've really done something wrong.he said he and Banana's Bro Wanted to meet me tomorrow.And I was like why? he said the both of them needed to talk to me.I was like not sure yet coz I wasn't sure if mom and dad would allow me to go out for awhile.but he sounded sorta stern like I had really mess things up or had done really something wrong.Seesh.What's going on???but why should I be afraid? I hadn't done Anything wrong..Did i?
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| Memories on Swingo-Phobia and Puke-O-Mania PLUS TROUBLES [23rd June 2007] |
[01 Oct 2007|08:12pm] |
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Woah and more woahs...Yesterday..Did not had the time to blog when I came home around 10 plus..coz i was HIGH.yes high..Ok all started like this...
Ok..The previous day...I was supposed to meet Charles,Andrina and Shakinah at block 448 yesterday around 8.30am. So..I woke up in the morning and was shocked to see the time was 8.29am and I was suppose to meet them at 8.30am!! So..I got up from bed..then later on Charles called.hahaa! he was shocked when I overslept and he was like WTF?? hahaha. So I rushed to get ready..Wore the proper outfit I was suppose to wear for NDP.So Went down and ran to 448 thinking they reached already..suddenly..When I reached there..I saw nobody...hahaha! I was relieved. haha.Then later on..Charles and Shakinah came..and then we were waiting for andrina..After awhile..Andrina came...So we headed straight to compass point.haha..Ate at KFC then Slacked at Compass heights..After awhile..me and Shakinah had to leave for NDP..but Charles and Andrina did not wanted us to go..But I was like...We have to go coz its our first Full Dress Rehearsal! then we walked out of compass heights..Went thru the Interchange and got out.the..I hugged Andrina and then Charles was like...Where's My Hug??..And I was like what?? You want a hug? And then he slowly walked towards me with both arms open and then he like caught me and said...DON'T GO FOR NDP! And he also Said...I GAVE UP MY TIME TO GO OUT WITH MY FAMILY COZ OF YOU ALL..And then It took me quite sometime to think..haha.then was like..Ok..I will not go for my NDP today but that means..I have to also be home a 10.30 coz I did not inform my parents I was NOT going for it! So After that..We took bus and went to Charles house but....they still did not want to go up yet..So We played soccer and it was super dumb! BUT FUN! HAHAHA! then After that..We went up to his house...And played Playstation...haha! I alomost managed to Knock down Charles for FIGHTNIGHT but..soo sad..I lost! haha After that..We played that Football game in PS and I was like WTF?? I shoot the ball into my opponents goal and Charles was like..WTF?? YAY! Sian lah..After that..Aundraj came to his house and he was lookin Great with his new Haircut..Then After awhile..We went downstairs when Suddenly..Andrina's Dad Called..later on..her dad told Andrina that Shakinah's parents found out that she did not went for NDP..An I was like..AM I BUSTED TOO??? Then Shakinah's parents kept calling my phone but she did not want to answer...Then I also received several voice messages from My Parents and Shakinah's parents. Voice message said:
From my Mom: Younglady!! Why DID YOu OFF Your Phone?? I need to you girl.Ur In Big trouble younglady!
From Shakinah's Dad: *Sounded Worried* Um..Phriya.Shakinah's Father here.Please ask her to call me once you get the message.Thank you.
And me and Shakinah was like OMFG!! WE ARE DEAD AND WE BOTH GAVE EACH OTHER A GOOD LUCK HUG!!! Then..I was like..OK FINE! I am Callin my parents..So I called my parents and then they sound normal and they were just mad at me coz I did not on my phone and they were like..Don't off coz i want to call you! And they still think i was in NDP so I just continued to lie and that made me felt guilty though..but just for once.So..Shakinah's turn to call her parents and her Dad shouted at her on the Phone..And I felt bad for her.So I made sure she goes home but before that..We had to go meet Charles and Aundraj at Punggol Plaza and then when we met them..they had to go home.Sian and I was like WTF?? So i'll just wander around the Streets till 10.30 myself and then Charles was like...DO I LOOK INVISIBLE TO YOU?? And I was like ok ok.so..Andrina Shakinah and Aundraj went home..Then..I followed Charles to his home to get his tuition homework and then we went to sit at the Fifth floor playground soo windy and quiet lah! haha! then no tables and Chairs...Both of us sat on one end of the See-Sawthen he was like tryin to do his homework but too shaky..ahaha! Then I gave up and sat on the Rubber coated Floor. then Charles changed his mind and he was like..Haiyah! I do my homework later lah! And then I was like ok! So..he started asking me some funny riddles lah then he strated to scare me of my wits by sayin this to me:
Charles: What if I am not he real Charles and then I just fly up Just Disappear??
Me: hahaha! Dunno?? Maybe I will be the first to piss on my pants! LOL! JOKES! HAHAHA!.
Charles: Oh...LOOK BEHIND!! I SEE A WITCH FLYING ON THE BROOM!
Me: *gave him a stupid look* Yea Like I believe..YOU! Arr I am Scared NOT!
Charles: haiyah nvm....
Me: OH LOOK BEHIND!!! I SEE YOUR FATHER FLYING IN THE SKY WITH A MOTORBIKE.!!! Oh Oh!
Charles: *laugh like hell* Talkin crap lah you! Oh look....
Me: Haiyooh! Enough lah! Charlie and the chocolate Factory! HAHHA!
Later on...Charles played on the See-Saw himself but the way he played it Look and Sounds so wrong!! AHAHA! While he was on the See-saw..he was like..Oh Yeah! Oh Oh Oh..Faster Faster and Started Breathing Vigorously! And My Jaws dropped open when he did that to the See-Saw!! AHAHA! But All I kow he did not meant to do it but just FOOL AROUND LIKE SOME...maniac!! Ahahaha!
later on..Andrina called and she was like..Phriya! What time can I slack with you? And I was like Slack? haha! Soo Cool!ok ok...Then she asked me who i was with and I was like..me and Charles only lah! then she was like..Ok I meet you both under my block soon and I was like ok! So me and Charles got up and went to the bustop and took bus 62 to go to andrina's Block..later on when We reached..Aundraj awas like..OI! I RAN ALL THE WAY HERE LAH COZ THAT CRAZY PHRIYA NEVER PICK UP THE PHONE! And then I was like..relac ah! I did not on my phone.later on Me..Andrina..Aundraj and Charles walked to Hougang mall Macdonalds..then we had dinner there!! OMG!! You Should see the way Aundraj eats His Burger....CLASSIC LAH!! Grosss...Kaneena!! haha! Then Aundraj said he wanted to go home first and so that left me andrina and Charles again! haha! then We walked to one playground that had two sings and Andrina sat on one of the sings and started spinning herself...And it looked super fun..but when me and Charles tried...The Spinning went super slow..haha! But We tried several times till I felt sick and Giddy...ergh...And then Charles and me kept laughing Whenever Andrina Spinned coz She spin super Fast on the Swing and her slippers fly out like Crazy but..lookin at her spin like that made me super sick and makin me feel like i wanna puke..later on...We had to go home already coz it was 10.28pm in the night..So the three of us Walked towards Andrina's Block and Charles kept askin and laughing at the way me and Andrina walked...Too HIGH already...Then Andrina Asked me to follow her home first coz she wanted to pay me back some money I leant her.Then Charles waited for me Downstairs.So I waited outside the house and then the mom came with the money and smiled lol! And she was like..Are you ok Phriya? then I was like I am ok Auntie..Then She was like ok..then She told Andrina whether we were DRUNK or Took Some Drugs..then Andrina was like..No mah..We went to the see-saw swing and kept Spinning till we feel Mabo! haha! Then i went down and then Walked to the bustop with Charles and Charles was like...Phriya! Are you ok?? You know you had been talkin alot of COCK lately..And they sound funny and don't make sense and I was like ohh ooo ooohyyea..weird..too high already..then he was like close your eyes and relac..then i was like ok..So...Both our buses came together and he took 62 Home while I took 82 home..Sian..My Dad said he would pick me up at the 82 stop but Cheat my Feelings...he never come so I went home alone lah! Chicken Mcnuggets! Wasted my time! Then later on My dad was like..Why never call me..And I was like..keep calling but never answer so I walk home lah! haha..Then My parents were Wondering why I looked Super high..Then later on I smsed Charles and said..WOOOO!!! I FEEL HIGH..And he was like Are you feeling ok now..but I lied and said..Ok lah..I am ok now and he was like..I dun think so ur ok coz the way you type got alot of errors then I was like oh..Yea..I just feel high right now! then he was like..ok..Then I told him I sms him later coz I gonna have a bath now.then he was like ok..Then While bathing..I felt uneasy and bloated and I manged to puke into the toilet bowl and it was super ewwwwwwww.....then I felt way super uber better...ahaha! then..i got out of the Shower..And my head felt Super light hahaha! So..Got to lye down on the bed then smsed Andrina and Charles for Awhile and then went to bed FULLSTOP. hahaha! I will try to blog more later and first day of school starts tomorrow...Its like Our Vacations just come and go super uber fast!..haha!
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| Memories At orchard and Old Changi Hospital [6th June 2007] |
[01 Oct 2007|08:03pm] |
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Ok...This is what had happened...Me,Andrina,Charles and Aundraj went to Changi to Visit the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL...When we reached the Building...I Chickened Out A Little and Did not wanted to go in...After that...I decided to pluck some courage and go in with them...However...Charles kept saying that the building Stinks...but I could not even smell a Single thing...But we had to walk pass a few Rooms and then walked to different floors..But when we came to this Particular Fourth Floor...I 100% bet Aundraj saw something At the Corner of his eye...So I curiously looked at the direction he was lookin at AT FIRST....I saw a Broken mirror..But I could not see my reflection...instead...I thought I saw an old lady...I was too freaked out..I did not know what the FUCK TO DO MAAN!Then We still walked around the third floor and then We came across this dark spooky room...Then Charles asked me to take out my camera to take a picture of that room....HELLO!!! I Got freaked out and did not even want to take out my camera!! So we just Walked and walked but We were just glad that we were not the only one Visiting that place..We also saw three indian Gangsters walkin around the place and we did not know what they were up to. But Earlier on...When We Were at third floor..We came across this ward with alot of VandalismAnd soo dumb...We saw this particular Circle with a Star in it on the floor and then it said...Sit in the Circle and count to from 1 to 10.So...Charles went to sit in the circle and closed his eyes and He was like: 1...2...3...4...5 And then he was like Acting like he was all possessed!!!! OH Bugger...But the way he acted was pathetically FAKE LIKE SIAN LAH! HAHA! So we just continued walking...Until we found an Exit! But we were like on the top of the hill.haha! So we followed the road that was going down..So We came across another building..So..We Went inside but it was just way too Dangerous coz we saw alot of holes on the Floor! So..We like came out of the building and continued walking...Haha! Then We also took a Cab to oRchard Road coz We had no Any buses to Take.WE WERE LOST..So we just took a cab to orchard.We just walked around..Ate at Yoshinoya..Then Walked around...Ate Ice Cream at Macs..Then walked around...Ate Ice Cream again at Orange Julius..Haha! Then we decided to just slack outside near..um..Quite near the Hilton hotel but At the Far end..Yea..And then the worst thing HAPPENED!! That STUPID AUNDRAJ and CHARLES lah!! Put one Hand on Each of my Thighs and Grabbed it and I cannot stop laughing and Pushing them Away sia!! SOO TICKLISH AND PAIN MAN! WHY GRAB MY FREAKIN THIGHS! After that ran away...Then We had to go home...So took MRT..But I just did not know why Aundraj and Charles kept whispering....So Got out of the train. So we walked under some blocks towards Andrina house..coz i will be sleeping over at the place.Suddenly when we were walkin under the block...My Muscle in the calf Crambed and it was sooooo painful lah..so I almost collapsed...later then I heard and saw Charles and Aundraj Running towards me and then Charles Grabbed my Waist and tickled me like Crazy!! Then Aundraj another one...Keep tickling and holding me lah! Oh Bugger..All Andrina did was just Pushed aundraj away..Sian...They tickled me until I fell down sia..I kept Shouting at them saying STOP! Coz My Leg Calf Crambed! And ITS SOOO FUCKING PAINFUL...Then later on..Aundraj stopped then he did something to my leg to make it feel better...Then later they both pulled me up..Then when Crossing road time...I smacked Charles Face to take revenge! AHAHA!! SIAN...Then later on under Andrina's block..Charles started tickling and Grabbing my Whaist Till I gave up...I Kneeled down on the void deck floor and turned black! I threw my wallet at him to Show temper...Then he was already worried lah..So I just said I am okay already need to cool down first...Later on...We just headed home with Aundraj and Charles took a bus from the bustop to go home. Later on..Had dinner at her house...Suddenly...We heard Aundraj So worried on the phone...Later we rushed to the Study room to see what happened..Later on..Aundraj told us that Charles got bashed up!!!We were all shock like hell..coz he act so macho then he didnt fight back. oh bugger...felt bad eh...anyways,hope he really is fine..niwaiis....i gotta go now oka? cya!
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| I Broke the Fridge Door and Study Day! |
[26 Sep 2007|08:20pm] |
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Wowa! Today was like such a disaster for me.lol.Anyway,woke up at 5.30 am as for usual,then went to the laundry room to iron my uniform but i was shocked that my uniform was like super wet!then i started to panick like some maniac and then i was like screaming for my mom coz i was afraid i would be late for school again.blah blah.then later on mom reminded me there was actually no school today.Damn that Retarded PHRIYA!it was actually an off day for us and our School ONLY.i couldn't believe i actually forgotten there was no school today,so went back to sleep and then woke up around 8 plus.yea.then prepared breakfast for mom and dad.then took out some eggs from the fridge,but did not knew dog was behind me and did not close fridge door.trip on my dog backwards and fell on the Fridge door...THE DOOR BROKE! OMFG!!! it was embarassing!i think i so need to loose more weight.i guess i am too heavy right now.then repair men came and one of them looked quite HOT!lol!then nevermind.Tasha called me to see if I could go out with her today,so I asked mom and dad and as for usual,they said NO.Duh.Of Course I Smirked at Them!seesh.they asked me to study.after that parents asked me out to have lucnh with them at hougang mall but i didnot want to go so i stayed at home to Study.but in the end,I ended up Camwhoring and Writing Songs.seesh.after that,back to reality.started studyin again.And the rest of the day,NOTHING MUCH TO SAY..lol.Ok Gotta Go Cya!
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| Just another not so Random Day. |
[25 Sep 2007|07:36pm] |
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As For usual,went to school and.we actually can't believe BIOLOGY was like um,lol.can't really describe bout it but its almost similar to Pornography.ahaha!Damn.it was like so FUNNY man!seesh.Damn kee Tiong lah.then had recess.So Funny lah,Sajidah actually laughed at me when Sandy kinda made me a little frustrated for awhile.Ahaha.Ok.After that School Ended.met tasha,Charles and javier outside school.Thanks to Charles again,he started like makin fun of me liking or lovng that Aunjy! Hello! I treat him like a Brother only.haha.yea.fell down the stairs while playin block catching.Sorta embarrasing coz When I fell down the stairs,there was this hot mat right infront of me but lucky thing he did not really noticed,that dude was like busy talkin on the phone.Phew!but my left shoulder and left hip bone still hurts until now.Damn that fall.then we watched Television blah blah blah.Nothing much lah today.And on my way home,met dad and Taurus and they were on theway to the park!Damn Taurus again coz he Bit My nose and it hurts!.seeesh.nevermind.gotta go now cya :)
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| Got Insulted by Biology Teacher. |
[24 Sep 2007|08:09pm] |
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Okays...Well Today lots of Stuffs happened for sure,haha.As For usual,went to school late..me and Mira were like running towards the school gate before it closed.I mean come on man,if i was late again..I would get suspended for good!Anyway.yea.lots of things happened only after recess yea.I met Tasha at the canteen yea had breakfast together with Sandy,then,we actually slacked at Mrs Morrison's homeroom for awhile.yea.playin the guitar and stuffs.after that,i had to Chao for science lessons..talk to me bout it.BIOLOGY classes Are NOT SO boring I guess!lol!yea.went to class had lessons on some stupid SEX ORGANs..DAMN!lol.seesh.then before lesson ended.Mr Lim actually reminded us to hand in our homework as in Mind maps..we like totally forgot to do it.Like less than half the class handed it up NOT including me.yea.Mr Lim started chatting away bout our future and stuffs..he was kinda disappointed and I gotta admit that every word he said made sense NOT UNTIL when he dismissed us...I was carrying my guitar and was walkin towards the exit then he gave me some stupid,rude stare and he smirked and said "Humph!Bring Your guitar to school for WHAT? THINK YOU CAN PLAY SO WELL AH?"And I was like" WHAT DID I DO TO YOU NOW??" Come on MAN! I felt soo Bloody insulted when he said that to me man!Seesh.HELLO!IN THE NAME OF YOUR STUPID TEACHINGS MR LIM KEE TIONG!! YOU DON't EVEN KNOW HOW TO PLAY SOME GOD DAMN GUITAR WELL AT LEAST I AM IN A BAND NAMED SILENT CHEMISTRY AND I KNOW HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR AND KNOW HOW TO COMPOSE MY OWN SONGS AND I HAD ALREADY COMPOSED QUITE A NUMBER OF IT!!! Hey! just Stop Thinking like you're ALL THAT MR LIM KEE TIONG!Don't Forget there are other people who are greater than YOU!And You just don't know how insulted I had felt when you said that!Anyways.can't be really bothered by you anymore.Then.had guitar lessons during music then had Mother tongue.got scolding for bringing My Guitar to class.DAMN THAT MR AJ..SEESH! ok nevermind then had History and then Literature..yea.after that school ended then me and Sandy chaoed to our Favourite hang out.yea.some open space.We actually composed a few songs again.So Sad Alif could not make it today.yea.and then we started talkin bout Our Bio teacher again...so INSULTED BY WHAT HE SAID!hey you know what? we are soo gonna make our band successful one day and Mr lim would at least praise us.wait a sec,We don't need his praisings.HE IS JUST SOME PERSON OTHER THAN SOME BIOLOGY TEACHER FULLSTOP! then later,Sandy had to Chao and then I went straight to Tasha's house and then slacked and No idea what was up with Charlie Boy man! he was like why do I like Aunjy and stuff like that LIKE HELLO! Stop teasing me man.Aunjy is already gettin onto my nerves and next is Charles?? Seesh! LOL! Some weird bros I have :S haha! Anyways.I am just glad things are back to normal again :D except for SCIENCE LESSONS! DAMN !XD
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| Ditching Mid Autumn/Aunjy gettin onto my nerves/Tiffany's FRIEND |
[22 Sep 2007|09:58pm] |
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Yea.Today.had quite alot of stuff to do at first.woke up.got dressed,went straight to Tasha's house.yea.and Tiffany's Annoying Friend was there.DAMN! I acutally can't believe that she thinks its cool to hangout with me and Tasha.And I can't believe she also DOES Idolise me and tasha.i think she can be next SJC terror.oh well.nevermind.just a small girl.anyways,me and Tasha went back to OLN to help Cikgu Hanizah for the malay dance make-up and stuffs..yes.then later on met Andri and Aunjy.seesh i can't believe Aunjy is seriously gettin into my NERVES THESE DAYS! Come on man.he does apologise for the "making fun Of people stuff" to me but i am sure he doesn't mean it.he could even call me some babbling bafoon! Come on Man Aunjy.i am not bein mean here.I know you're a nice person but that does not mean you could go beyond your limits sometimes..sighss...nevermind.i can't stop you from doing what you want coz i am just some bloody babbling BAFOON! yea.this is what i get from teachin you how to play songs on the keyboard.yea?.ok neverind skip that topic.oh yea.we actually reached harmony park for the Mid Autumn Festival.nothing much.we were bored,so we ditched that place and went to slack at hougang mall mac's.did not do really much there.anyways,i was the first one who chaoed.yea.ok g2g.nothing else to say cya!
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